THE VOICE

 I just wanted a voice

I just wanted to share. the mad that I am

I think I am relatively crazy and I think that

Everyone has an insane aspect to them

I hated to fall subjected to something much worse to some

I hated the way people told me

What to do with my life and how I should

Go about doing that.

My childhood is gone but the child in me is immortal

I will never have those days

But those days will always have me

I am here to write to dance in the rain and above all,

I will on day leave

And when I do

remember me, remember the blood in these words. 

 

BIG BRO.

Think about you every day,With the faith that one day 

One day we'll meet again,

Hey, bro is me  catching up with you
I dialed up the Lord on my hard life
And I asked him to get me in touch with you

Oh, hey, last night I had a dream that you fell through
Know we haven't seen each other in a long while
And they're so much shit I wanna tell you like

Like did you know there's nothing you cannot be
God, you and fam, that's my top three
And did you know we still on recovery

Cause when we lost you, we took it hard
I admit the same, it shook my heart
But you're the reason why I looked to God

And I wish,
That sometimes I wouldn't feel like this
So I had to write this  for the one that I miss

Bro I know,
That you will be with me everywhere that I go
So my angel, help me fly, until we meet on the other side

I still see you like it's yesterday,
And I remember on a day when you came home
That I was so thrilled I ain't know what to do

I remember you holding up my little head 
Thinking one day I'd do the same for you
But I guess God had another plan for you
Can somebody please tell me why
Why it's so hard to say goodbye

Keep my head up, I swear I try
But I think about you every day and cry,
Then I wipe away the tears, look up and smile
Cause I know you looking at us.

We celebrate you today and i just see it like  yesterday

And now 12 years since you went to live with the Lord

We miss you so very much. 

DEAR MAMA

 Mama I want to thank you

For sharing your blessings upon me 

Taking time to understand the lady I want to be

This cold world had me num the pain like novacaine
Till mama sat me down unfold the gate
Showed me the straight path through the narrow lane
Sunshine after rain the joy of pain

Mama you raised a good girl don't worry
You  say take it slow girl don't hurry
Use to tuck me in with the bedtime story
Now I grown up and you still there for me
My shoulder to lean on
You keep my dreams going,

I owe it all to you me now I got the green flowing
And I'm going always be yo baby
And I can't never repay you for all the things that you gave me

You raised me to be a lady
And you scoot me to the game
You are more than a mother you was a friend

The greatest love of all comes from within
I know ill never know love like this again
And beneath my wings you was the wind
I love you like none other

Being there for me through the thick and thin
More than a mother your my best friend
Look within and take yo place

Sometimes I want to run to you
Through the ups and downs I know I can still come to you
I think bout the things I done to you
But through all the drama I know I'm still number one to you

Look at how far you brought me
All the things you have taught me
Money couldn't bought me
You never wanted us to make the same mistakes
When the game got high and they raised the stakes
You was still in my corner to press the brace

Till I'm ready in your arms you kept me safe
Through the thick and thin I'm going be there for you
I say a prayer for you

Lord knows I care for you
Through hard times we got strong or mother to daughter
When I was weak you was my bridge over trouble water
Can't nobody replace you
I'm forever faithful

For you mama I'm grateful
Your baby girl is a reflection of you
I thank the lord up above cause he blessed me with you, 

I love you like none other
Cause you can live your whole life but you can only get one mother.

To You Mama....HAPPY MOTHERS DAY..                                                     LORNA NDUNG'U